Allgemein, Reflection on Faith

Reflections on the heart of Christianity

“At the heart of the Christian message is God Himself waiting for His redeemed children to push into conscious awareness of His Presence.” – A. W. Tozer

A thought-provoking book I’d like to recommend: A. W. Tozer’s “The Pursuit of God”. What is more, it’s the reason I am sitting here, sipping some ginger tea on a rainy Sunday, desperate to share some thoughts.

Tozer devotes his words to remind the fellow believer about the core of the Christian faith and to reprimand the heart that has lost its fire. A heart that has become content with ‘right opinions’ (doctrine) and void of an intimate and personal experience:

“tasting of the inner sweetness of the very God Himself in the core and center of their hearts” – A. W. Tozer

It is a book devoted to the panting Spirit that longs to push through the ‘veil’ and find there God Himself. Seeking Him for no other reason than to enjoy His Presence.

I read his words with a mix of deep yearning and conviction. Desperate to see and taste the Presence of God and simultaneously convicted of the many times I have missed His heart, having pursued the gifts rather than the giver. Habitually bringing God a list of my needs during my times of prayer, rather than consciously entering into the ‘holy of holies’ eager to find Him. Trying to get some direction or ‘right opinion’ from His word, while neglecting to cherish His word as a revelation of Himself.
Allowing the business and distractions of life to take precedent and missing out on the restoring and refreshing communion with God.

“The man who has God for his treasure has all things in One.” – A. W. Tozer

I know I am not alone in this. It’s a heart issue that has manifested itself in many ways – some less subtle than others.

There is a term I have come across just a few weeks ago called “moralistic therapeutic deism”. It’s a term that was introduced in 2005 in a book titled “Soul Searching: The Religious and Spiritual Lives of American Teenagers”.1 In short, it is a prevalent believe that has reduced God to some mix of therapist, moral teacher and personal butler with the goal of being happy and living a moral life in order to get into heaven.

In contrast stands the Gospel as found in scripture:

Or as the Westminster short Catechism states:

Q. What is the chief end of man?
A. Man’s chief end is to glorify God, and to enjoy him forever.

Oh what bliss, to approach God as a redeemed child ready to enjoy His very self.

Where are those with burning hearts for God Himself?
Where are those children of God that can testify to His Goodness and Majesty manifested in their lives and make others hungry for more?
And what kind of Gospel are we sharing with others?

I pray that we may return to our first love, to the pursuit of God Himself.
To the place were His love may compel us to enter into His presence with confidence and assurance. That we, as children, may enjoy Him and He may again be our truest treasure and delight.

Be Thou my Vision, O Lord of my heart;
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art;
Thou my best Thought, by day or by night,
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light.

[…]
Riches I heed not, nor man’s empty praise,
Thou mine Inheritance, now and always:
Thou and Thou only, first in my heart,
High King of Heaven, my Treasure Thou art.

Hymn: Be thou my vision

  1. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moralistic_therapeutic_deism ↩︎
Allgemein

The straight, narrow, and… hard

Every once and while there will be a verse I stumble over during a morning devotional only to have it show up again during the day or week in some other shape or form.
Sometimes it will be something encouraging, sometimes an answer or clarification, and sometimes a nagging feeling.

The latter of which leads me to my blog. Mostly I write here to share some neat insight I had and because I hope to encourage others. This time, however, I write wondering if others out there find themselves asking similar questions and wrestling with Jesus’ statements as I am.  

Quick context: These verses are part of the famous Sermon on the Mount. Jesus starts his sermon with the “Beatitudes”, a set of spiritual attributes he calls blessed and that lay the groundwork for the outward expressions which he teaches about later. Near the end of his sermon is where we find these verses, nicely fitted in between the Golden Rule (do to others as you’d have them do to you) and the fruit that reveals a good or bad tree.

Every time I come back to Jesus’ sermon on the mount I find something convicting or challenging.
This time, however, instead of an area of life that I feel needs adjustment or repentance, these verses pierced a bit closer to the core.

  • Am I walking the narrow way? Is it hard?
  • Have I chosen an easier compromise?
  • Only a fewfind it? Why only a few? And am I one of those?

Yes, Jesus offers grace, peace, rest and victory. Absolutely!
But, he also mentions over and over again the hardships, the cross, the persecution, and the challenges a follower will face. Now, life has its general ups and downs but the hardships Jesus mentioned here are the result of following him. So while those naturally-occurring “downs” certainly seem to be part of a faith-building process, my question is this:

  • Am I experiencing hardships due to my following after him?
    Am I following hard after him if I find myself facing little to no opposition?
  • Has it cost me anything to follow him? (Luke 14:27-28)
    Am I walking the straight and narrow path, or how much have I become a friend of this world (James 4:4)?

Jesus is clear that anyone who will follow him will be as light in darkness (Matthew 5:14). In other words, they will unquestionably stand out.
The persecution and hardships come, because people hate light. As Jesus said:

The prophets, Jesus himself, and his desciples all endured hardship because their life irritated others. A reightous life will irritate those who walk in sin.
I know this to be true, remembering a time in my life when a friend’s “light” was incredibly irritating to me. And it wasn’t that my friend pointed out my sin to me or anything like that, rather their righteous way of living was so convicting it was truly irritating. However, once I had dealt with my sin, repented and turned back to God, and no longer was stuck in a defense mode, I found her light to be a delightful blessing.

So, how bright is my light?

What about you?

Ps. I mentioned in the beginning that the verses showed up again in another shape or form. In my case it was the movie “The Pilgrim’s Progress”. A low budget production, that still managed  to provoke a lot of reflection and reverence for the price of following after Christ.